Sunday, July 17, 2016

假裝不了



再痛也都值得吧
寂寞我会想办法

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Practise Love



凭什么要失望 藏眼泪到心脏
往事不会说谎别跟它为难
我们两人之间不需要这样
我想

修炼爱情的心酸 学会放好以前的渴望
我们那些信仰 要忘记多难
远距离的欣赏 近距离的迷惘
谁说太阳会找到月亮
别人有的爱 我们不可能模仿

修炼爱情的悲欢 我们这些努力不简单
快乐炼成泪水 是一种勇敢
几年前的幻想 几年后的原谅
为一张脸去养一身伤
别讲想念我 我会受不了这样

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Call me Lonely

When you look forward to a day you aren't supposed to work, and realise you've nothing to do.

#foreveralone

Friday, June 3, 2016

To myself

Reminder to self that words are really cheap. Sometimes you think back and realise, when people are happy, they say things that they don't mean. Gullible you believed in everything they said and become sad when you realise it was only an "at that moment" kind of words.

The only constant is change.

So true. 

Gone are the days.

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

THREE

Three Shots.

Perfect Hit.

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Last warning

What did I say about not starving me?

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Fatigue

Once again, even though I dislike the idea of ranting on my blog every single time I'm tired/sad/angry, it seems like the best way for me to throw out everything without hurting anyone.

Today one lesson I've learnt was that mental fatigue is far more tiring than physical fatigue.

Starting to have doubts on my ability to handle all these.

Saturday, December 21, 2013

The wheels on an Audi go round and round

There are occasional times like today where I really really really wish to own my own personal car.

Appointment at Sengkang + weekend peak hour + cramps + haven't had dinner + my insanely heavy bag + insanely heavy laptop + heels

= I NEED A CAR!

Friday, December 20, 2013

A sign

Last night, I had this horrifying dream that caused me so much pain. My dream started with me having signs of having a tumor in my stomach and thus I got sent to the hospital for a check-up. Somehow the doctor then stuck a huge tube down my throat into my stomach to check for it.. All the while it was fine, until when he removed the tube and my stomach hurt like mad due to the pressure! So I got admitted into hospital for observation (all the while still thinking and making sure that I can claim all these with my hospital insurance). And the absurd thing was, there wasn't enough bed so I ended up SHARING a bed with an old lady! So there were 2 pillows on the same bed and it got me thinking why I didn't go straight to a private hospital since I'm covered under private hospital. Yeah, I'm still thinking of work in my dreams #imustbeoverworked

So yes, back to the part on how I've to share the bed with an old lady despite being in soooooo much pain. So the whole time, I was just feeling like crap and suddenly the old lady started talking to me in canto, which I was glad she was canto so I could at least communicate with her. So yup, we chatted and my friends came over to visit. But my bf in my dream (some random dude) was being mean and was walking soooo slowly instead of rushing over to visit me while I was in so much pain. By the way, my stomach was freaking hurting in my dreams!

Yup, anyway I guess this is the kind of dream I get when I head to bed feeling crappy. Horrible dream, horrible feeling, horrible night.

#mybloghastransformedtoarantingblog